The Shadow Aspects of the Divine Feminine
We are looking only at a couple of aspects of the Mother, namely the light and shadow aspects of divine feminine. People think that the divine Mother has only one kind gentle side, but looking at the amount of destructive mothers and wives (who are also mothers in most cases) in families worldwide, we can see this is not true. Same with women in the systems: a woman who is disconnected with her sexuality and her womb, CANNOT possibly ever be pushing a creative joyful aspect of the Mother Archetype. These disconnected women are what we call the ‘shadow’ woman, because she is incapable or has NEVER been able to reach the depths of her womb to explore herself and create a proper relationship with the planet itself. Thus she will find expression as a perverted energy and cause untold destruction and all of this will be done in the name of ‘safety’ or ‘caring’ or ‘love’. THIS is what the system employs: governments, health systems, school systems, board of governors, etc, you know the ones who defend the system to the death and are completely unaware, working without any intelligence or just for the money so they can ‘go away’ on holiday or buy that house.
The Mother Matrix is so strong here in this reality and thus the planet is struggling to create a rebalance to bring itself back into balance because of the REVERSALS of energy here, namely the Yin energy becoming too Yang and the Yang becoming too Yin. This imbalance is what is continuing to affect the psychology and psyche of humanity, as consciousness continues to come forth, springing out of couples who are unaware or incapable of understanding how consciousness is affected by their blind conformity. This is the last thing we need on this planet: children who enter and have nowhere to go to advance spiritually. It is intuition and the heart that will be leading the new earth. Not the silliness that goes on in the primary schools where you all blindly send your children without questioning anything. It doesn’t matter if the imbalanced structures which consist mostly of ‘mothering’ institutions, including schools, ALL schools (including those who have ‘safe’ spaces), churches, health systems (where nobody gives two fuks), and the current state of the family unit which often hides alot of subconscious wounds, often oppressive parents or even oppressive children!
This Shadow Energy is what has manifested on the planet until now and this is who is screaming their head off until they get their way.
I already know what is coming, what you are already thinking. You are going to interrupt and says, but Sylvia Wah Wah Wah, we are all dominated by men. We are absolutely NOT. All realities are female and it is the responsibility of the man who enters into one of these realities to forge his identify, to be a force to contend with and follow his heart to build what he wants, but if he’s been through the feminized systems, he can forget it, that includes being dominated by an overpowering mother.
That’s the NATURE OF THIS REALITY. I’m not making it up as I go along. This is how it is energetically.
Patriarchy is not the cause of planetary woes because women are the ones dreaming the world, and men are the ones enacting the dream in the physical. That wasn’t my idea, that is essentially how yin and yang energy works. It is the way of the polarities. Thus, both sides are responsible to bring back a simple balance into daily life and this will automatically reflect in the planet. You change YOURSELF first and leave the planet alone. I am shocked at how much blame is put on men regarding societal woes when women are the ones dominantly caring for children from birth to past adulthood. We do not even stop at pre-teens, we continue to mother grown ups into adulthood and parents, especially from old world countries, who continue to extend their control wide and far causing a lot of the chaos that we see today. Those dumbasses who are trafficking children and prostitutes are RESULTS of the old system we have built so far.
Here’s just a simple example: Some places like universities can be potentially great places of learning and not the boring rubbish places they are now but it depends HOW people are being taught, and who is teaching?! Is it a professor who is creative, in passion, raised by a creative mother or a destructive mother?! Oh you think this is not important, maybe? But this makes all the difference and this is what is revealed in every aspect of schooling. We know everything is energy, and on top of energy are overlayed patterns of behaviour or schisms within the individual that haven’t been addressed.
Getting rid of the Father so they can replace him with the systems of government and schools which are all feminized too. So then where is the passionate Father, an expression of the ultimate divine masculine?
The Shadow of the Great Spider Woman who currently grips the planet has two polarities just like everything in our reality: light and shadow. The Shadow part hates to be exposed but it is necessary or we will never understand the suppressed psyche or the shadow. We must gaze into it as it is part of ourselves. Women have got to start examining themselves by connecting to their inner selves and delving into the womb to find their magic. This way they can learn discernment and to come to an understanding of their own behaviours. They will also less likely be lured into abusive or wasteful relationships and ultimately understand that having a position of power doesn’t mean squat unless you have personal power and a connection with source.
The Worldwide School Systems Primarily in the West
If you try to address the fundamental destructiveness of mothering in its current state, a sudden influx of morons suddenly gang up on you to put you straight. Most of these morons will work for the institutions and their lack of maturity will begin to present itself as they try their best to get lawyers, police and ‘policies’ to back up their foolish stalwart insistence that they are right. They will not allow for individuation, for the creative expression of the soul but rather will reward children if they conform and agree to follow what is dictated to them. This is the shame of the school system and why children who are turned away from their souls often protest. Forcing children into betraying their souls often has serious consequences later in their lives. Children who are source consciousness, must be allowed more exploration and to follow their own paths. Teachers are meant to be guides and that is IT. And you can’t be a guide without having a shred of awareness and especially with impoverished creative or sexual energy.
Thus, we have the fundamental destructive behaviour of the mother in the current state it is in: a victim, a controller, always trying to be a righteous defender to the death of ‘government policies’. The destructive woman is the ultimate lover of the institution, the lover of data and results, so she can present them to her superiors or her board so she can get praised and paid of course, by the same institutional sheep. This destructive monstrosity will view anybody different as a threat to the whole structure of their delusional world. The destructive woman has no connection whatsoever to her inner world, her womb and her inner joyful being. She works to get away on the weekend, to fill her shallow pools, to eventually save enough to travel only to find that she is the same disease she was when she first set off.
She is so disconnected that she doesn’t even KNOW that is not connected, but you and I, who can read the nuances of energy will see it in her behaviour, her delusional state in which she really believes what she is defending is real. All you really have to do is take a tour of the school system to find them riddled with this ‘dis-ease’. Anywhere there are schools anywhere on the planet, unaware idiots wander manipulating children into a hierarchal structure in which they betray their souls. These destructive women are completely disconnected from their awareness, playing up to a system of control and manipulation which is also supported by unaware mothers who agree to the nonsense of a system they are also a part of willingly or not.
Note: The Darkness, the Trauma and the Repression for girls has pushed them to the point where they have to take matters into their own hands. This is what we have to deal with now, the repressed female who was once a little girl. We have abandoned our responsibilities as a caring society and haven’t guided them to joy but instead have bribed them out of their wild at a young age. And there is nothing more dangerous than a creatively repressed woman.
THE HIDDEN SIDE OF THE SHADOW: It is therefore the immature Mother energy such as it is, which I address as the Shadow or False feminine which overlays the planet’s matrix. The Shadow woman or this false feminine is completely entrenched in old belief systems they cannot see past and tend to blame patriarchy for the planetary woes. Ordinary humanity cannot fathom that men are enacting on the stage what women are dreaming collectively. It is why also the destructive female is starting to feel the backlash from many men who are fast awakening to the reality of where they find themselves. At the same time, many destructive men who are the offspring of destructive women are also to blame indeed! These are the ones we are watching with eyes wide open so you see how much you have to peer into this to begin to regain gender balance. It is absolutely vital as this planet’s energy is also struggling to rebalance itself between its two polarities: the masculine and feminine, yin and yang. You cannot escape this, it is the nature of this universe, even the inner self requires this yin and yang balance.
Thus, we have the fundamental destructive behaviour of the mother in the current state it is in: a victim, a controller, always trying to be a righteous defender to the death of ‘government policies’. The destructive woman is the ultimate lover of the institution, the lover of data and results, so she can present them to her superiors or her board so she can get praised and paid of course, by the same institutions that want her dependent on them so that eventually, the father gets pushed out, and her children are supported by a welfare state.
This destructive monstrosity will view anybody different as a threat to the whole structure of their delusional world. The destructive woman has no connection whatsoever to her inner world, her womb and her inner joyful being. She works to get away on the weekend, to fill her shallow pools, to eventually save enough to travel only to find that she is the same disease she was when she first set off.
She is so disconnected that she doesn’t even KNOW that is not connected, but you and I, who can read the nuances of energy will see it in her behaviour, her delusional state in which she really believes what she is defending is real. You will find the everywhere in all systems, riddled with this ‘dis-ease’. Anywhere there are systems on this planet, especially schools at all levels, unaware idiots wander manipulating children into a hierarchal structure in which they betray their souls.
These destructive women are completely disconnected from their awareness, playing up to a system of control and manipulation which is also supported by unaware mothers who agree to the nonsense of a system they are also a part of willingly or not. Schools are meant to guide and direct children toward their heart’s desires, while embracing differences but this definitely not what is happening for the most part though you do get many women in the system who truly follow their heart, really loving the process of the guiding, but it is not the teacher perse, but the SYSTEM that is the culprit.
You want to know why men are reacting so badly? Collectively both boys and girls are over-mothered or under-fathered. It is essentially causing a terrible imbalance which then spills into relationships, society structures, even in politics and beyond. Then it continues in vicious cycles until it appears its just men acting on their own. It’s not. The ‘Mother Archetype’ in whatever form, might have taken over the man’s psyche does not allow him to stray from the confines of the known, and often, the destructive mother is there to push him into dependency, insecurity and control so that he never emerges out of the darkness.
The Destructive Female Archetype: Be discerning.
This destructive mother intends that everyone caters to her because she is afraid of facing her own psyche, the vastness of her magical womb which has either never been explored or she simply doesn’t understand it. She has never been taught and thus she is unaware, narcissistic, a victim, a deluded wounded girl focusing away from her own true essence. The destructive woman or mother is unconscious and because it is a ‘mother’ archetype then people automatically assume her behaviour is that of ‘love’ or ‘care‘.
Even worse, she currently controls the behaviour of men who are running governments, teachers who are conformists at heart, instructors at higher institutions who teach a lot of the social sciences. The destructive shadow woman glorifies and defends her outrageous behaviour to the detriment of our consciousness. And this unawareness has spread to all corners of the earth wherever there are institutions ready to conform to female standards of behaviour. The destructive woman cannot see anything past her own stuck belief systems. She is critical, jealous and a manipulator in order to get her own way because she is threatened. She is perverted energy which should be transcended if we are ever to break from her cycle which is perpetuated by seedy institutions that are often disguised as ‘helping’ or ‘caring’.
These are the places where she is blossoming and unhindered and supported by governments that she spawned, she is in her ultimate glory. The destructive woman is already manifested in our world and is actually considered ‘normal’ because we don’t know anything else. We have nothing to compare it to because we are simply used to it. She is the ultimate saboteur, destroying her spouse and her children with conniving tactics that she herself may not even realize.The destructive woman craves power and authority, which is why she is a nightmare to deal with especially in roles of authority when she takes on the masculine role.
As Michael Tsarion states in his book ‘Dragon Mother’, this monstrosity has children for the purposes of control. It is also why the majority of ‘teachers’ go into that profession. Hidden behind the ‘care’ is a system that fails the human soul and craves the control that comes with it. The higher the ‘teacher’ climbs, (and I use the term loosely), the more she becomes an abomination as she abandons everything of her inner being to embrace the system.
Very important read by Michael Tsarion.
We can say loads more on the Shadow Mother Archetype, the worst atrocity that has hit this planet, hugely dysfunctional as she is totally unable to function from her true power and the beauty of her womb and this planet entirely reflects it.
Think about it! Here’s a brief example: I googled Nestle and water and this is what I got from the Guardian, dated 30th of October 2019, “Last year Nestlé siphoned 45m gallons of pristine spring water from the creek and bottled it under the Arrowhead Water label. … Still, a year later, the Forest Service approved a new five-year permit that allows Nestlé to continue using federal land to extract water, a decision critics say defies common sense.” This defies common sense for us, but not for those raised by an old matrix that thinks social status and money and careers come first before intuition and joy and a thriving planet.
Scroll back up: Men will enact what women dream from the womb.
I once worked at a Nursery in London where the women had all their uteruses removed or were suffering dysfunctions in that area of their body. This is what happens when you abandon the inner: you abandon the beauty of the womb, you abandon the true female within because you are clueless, and it shows up in your physical and energy body. And all those women were immature nitwits and with their lack of morals, unawareness and their disdain of creativity should never have been anywhere near children, but it’s about the money and the system.
“What must I give more death to today, in order to generate more life? What do I know should die, but am hesitant to allow to do so? What should live? What life am I afraid to give birth to? If not now, when?” by Clarissa Pinkola Estes
No matter how much the damaged shadow energy continues to spew, push and say idiotic things without thinking and having absolutely no awareness or knowledge base, except for the mainstream media, we will never stop forging ahead, fueling the joy for ourselves by observing the darkness of the shadow and becoming more aware.
